29 April 2009

Confessions, Candyboy, and Counterattack

"I'm sorry. It just happened and I didn't ignore it, okay? So sorry, Tre, I didn't mean it that way. I know we've been together since forever and you are eternally my favourite candy boy, you know that? And now you have to listen to me. You have to understand. I'm only 16, okay? Do not force me like that. I still wanted to see the world, the big beautiful world. And you... You know you do me no harm. You are such nice guy. You give me lots of pleasant surprises. That's wonderful. Thank you. I love it so much! Thanks, Treda."

"Hey! Hey! Why are you so angry, man? I thought we're cool with all this. Hey, I'm not the only one who's wrong, man! Geez! I can't believe it. You have to listen to me. Devra betrayed me and I don't deserve that, you see? Well, I'm sorry, cause maybe Glama is the girl. But... Hey! HEY! Settle down, man! I thought you and Glam are done. Right?"

A Street Poet In Vienna

So, I would like to make a deal with you. I mean, instead of just asking you for money, I will ask you for a word. Yeah, You give me a word, I take the word, and then, and then I will write a poem, with the word inside. And if you like it, I mean, if you like my poem, and you feel it adds something to your life in any way, then you can pay me whatever you feel like. I will write in English, of course.

Daydream delusion
Limousine eyelash
Oh baby with you pretty face
Drop a tear in my wineglass
Look at those big eyes
See what you mean to me
Sweet-cakes and milkshakes
I'm a delusion angel
I'm a fantasy parade
I want you to know what I think
Don't want you to guess anymore
You have no idea where I came from
We have no idea where we're going
Lodged in life
Like branches in a river
Flowing downstream
Caught in the current
I carry you
You'll carry me
That's how it could be
Don't you know me?
Don't you know me by now?

taken from the movie, the guy Ethan Hawke in it

25 April 2009

There You Are

Must have been years since the last time I called your name
I remember who you with that time
Cellphone in hand
Dressed in black

I don't even know your voice
I don't know how you talk to people either
I don't know anything about you

I've always thinking about you
I do care about your online activity
I watch your Facebook page, like, everytime
Right, I stalk you
Yes, I do
Congratulations, Mr So-Called-Geeky-Yet-So-Artsy!
Way to go!

19 April 2009

A Very Casual Hi

Yes, I've been so-called busy with things. I went to places you don't know and hang around with none of your friends. So do you, perhaps. I stay at home when you go out to place when we anually meet. I'm awake, you're asleep. You're hungry, I'm full.

Hey boy, we usually share things together. We got tons of lie to tell, stories to sell. Nothing bothered. Ended up looking at the same path.

Well, I've been reaching you since days before yesterday. I called you but you're not even texting me back.

12 April 2009

Yesterday Note

Wake up with some stereo thriller screams on ears, reminds her of... Oh, what a feeling. How hard it could be, how easy it would be. It's so hard, I could burst my mind. But she just take it slow, just on her way. I give whatever she wanted.
"Not every single thing!", she said loudly.
"Maybe everything to you but not everything to me,". She'd never get enough.
Well, excuse me, Miss I-Super-Rule-The-World, your spoon is falling off of the table. You should go down, good luck finding it!

(the phone's ringing)

Who's calling? She wonder. Oh, this gonna makes all better! Not. She's wrong. Those words she heard, please, so disappointed. She wishes something more than that. Why me? Big question she wrote on the mirror in her room with red lipstick. Forget that. She just so happy but the call. The heck the call. I'm not even answer that. They wouldn't care about this unfinished things – the stepping stones? No, they don't. Only the result, they care.

09 April 2009

I Am No Longer Your Friend

"Hey, did you see Devra yesterday? She told me, Chaggio broke up with her. She won't tell what happen and tell me not to tell anyone. But now I tell you. So, pretend you know nothing, okay? I just thought you need to know, that's all."

"My relationship with Chaggio is over. I know... I know I've done wrong things to him but... I MISSED HIM A LOT WHEN HE'S AWAY!"
(crying) "I missed Chag so much... Oh, I'm so sorry. I really am sorry. I don't know. I'm sorry."

"Can I borrow your car? I need to go to The Pops. I heard their fish steak is, like, to die for. Hahaha. I'll be back by 11. Thanks, man! I owe you."

"What's up with Chag and Devra? Are they still together? Cause I saw Chag at The Pops the other day, alone with Glama."
"Yeah, they like a couple. Doing boyfriend-girlfriend thingy. Holding hands and stuffs."

"I don't know. It feels right and I don't want to change my mind."

08 April 2009


Just arrived there
Another phases, got to go through
Today is a new day, fill in the blank

05 April 2009

No Access

She woke up 9 am, found out her glasses under her hip, started the day by turning on the television, watching and not moving. How %#$^! she'd be when the computer frankly is not in the room.
11 am, staring at the clock. Still not moving. Planning everything inside her head.
Switch the channel; 06 - 10 - 11 - 12 - 17 - 18 - 19 - 50 - 55 - 62 - 61, sometimes 07.
Mom called. Messages from friends.
Boil some water, make a glass of milk. She is not a morning person. Blue mug with flowers on it. It's her friend's, she's already passed away.
Back to the channel 06. There it was, her favourite show on that channel that usually showed on tuesday.
Oh, computer, computer. Hear somebody laugh outside.

Remembering yesterday, oh how exciting.

Message not delivered, saved in unsent items.

03 April 2009

L'Alphalpha From Time To Time

is my most favourite thing


trans7 off-air event, Poin Square (jkt), 2007

photo session by Tangerine Green

Polyester Embassy Secret Garden Show, Common Room (bdg), 2007

Politeknik Bandung, 2007

Halomo, Galeri Kita (bdg), 2008

IN-TER-MIS-SION, Airplanesystm store (bdg), 2008

We Are Pop Vol.6, Solo & Jogja, 2008

Ildo's, 2008

no picture
Ruby and The Long Story lauching party, 2008

Through The Lense, Galeri Kita (bdg), 2008

We Are Pop Vol.7, Hey Folks! (jkt), 2009

Darmint Cafe (jkt), 2009

Maret Pertama Bahagia, Brewww Kemang, 2009

It's nice to share our dreams together

Hello (again) World

Brand nu Zed. That's what the story is all about!
Not so new, apparently. It's pretty much an old stuff.
And by 'Zed', I mean a personal computer designed for mobile use small enough to sit on one's lap. (wiki)

I am not even listen to that beautiful-insane-goodie-@#%$^&-independent band from Japan, you see?