Play Dead

Her head get dizzy. She takes some aspirin to get high.
My hands can't feel anything, she said. Then gazes at the ceiling.

There he sits. Smokes his cigs, crying. Cause nobody's around.
Wonders why is that, everything is so confusing.

I got you coffee. Just black, like you said.

The dope on that, she loves it. She needs caffeine in her everyday life.
Why do they make everything so complicated?

Spontanious Thought: Naive, Selfish, Overrated

Why is that you always took pride in it? I don't think it's such a way, you know. Come on! Go look at yourself, quick. You shouldn't act that way. Maybe that's not you. I know you better than anyone else. You're like everything to me. Well, not that everything, but at least something. I thought you should listen to that. Don't get me wrong. I just hope for your own good.

Underdog

"Because you were little snobby.", my friend said.
I don't know how to act naturally.

"I guess you should say hello back.", she said.
I swear, really, I don't know what to do. What should I do? I'm afraid of what I do, what I say. I want to do the right things. What if they don't know me?

"I doubt it. That's not going to happen. You used to chat, right?", again my friend said.
I know them, yes dear. But it was a long time ago. I guess they forget about me.

"You should say hi, I say. Really. Just to say hi.".
I guess, yeah I should. Just wait and see. Hey look, I still have their numbers!

"There you go! I'm sure they know you, they're still remember you.".
Yeah, well...

Alone, Sometimes

I'm about to sit there, to talk to you some more
Blanket, the snacks
The crap we chat, sounds very interesting
How we all think with empty mind

Let's find a way to get out from here, my friend said
Well I kinda see some different things to that in anyway
Go find the luck within yourself, I don't want to bother

You seems nice
Figure I'd like to see everyday, right here everytime
You haven't change, that is good
Or just don't be, I like being here

Comme ci, Comme ça

It was late, and I'm beyond. I can't escape. I'm walking through the maze. Not too far behind. Quite long, sometimes. But I never get the chance where people can dazzle. I feel like I'm a million miles away. Standing there, join you. I'm not good at it. Anything, anyone. Please, somebody... Anybody.

Oh this! Oh that! That's the clue! The thing doesn't even exist anymore. Found you find me. And others, I mean, you, to be exact. Nothing, I don't know. I would mind even if you're not supposed to do that.

It is not about me and you. That thing kinda haunts me, always. But not always, I shall say that loudly. Well, I guess. I bet. Slowing down things. The thing that kinda haunts me.

That Is So Not Just A Promise

I was waiting for my lecturer, was about to discuss my works for the main subject.

"I just arrived at Bandung this morning."

I know I haven't done much for today. I've been busy doing nothing.

"I'm sorry, Ma'am. I'd do the best."

At least, please not today. Not today, not today, not even yesterday, oh and so not tomorrow.

It's at 19:30. Period.

I wanted to get there soon
I miss my home
I miss the people

Today
Yeah, today
The weather is not as friendly as my charming friend out there

I hate this
But I have to
Still, I don't like this

No I don't want to be there
I have to get so many things done
Wow the thing shocked me!

Oh I'm so going
Count me in!
I won't let y'll down

Milksop

Just arrived there
Another phases, got to go through
Today is a new day, fill in the blank
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